Wednesday, May 10, 2017

May 15 D & E band

Aim: What are Peases's and Morrie's assumptions about race and intelligence?
Do Now: How would you react if the teacher, instead of teaching a lesson, told students to figure things out on their own.  (Individually or in groups).  The teacher would grade the students on the basis of how honestly they used the time.  Students who wasted time would fail.  Students who concentrated on learning would pass.

Part 2.
It was a long time before I came in close contact with white folks again. We moved from Arkansas to Mississippi. Here we had the good fortune not to live behind the railroad tracks, or close to white neighborhoods. We lived in the very heart of the local Black Belt. There were black churches and black preachers; there were black schools and black teachers; black groceries and black clerics. In fact, everything was so solidly black that for a long time I did not even think of white folks, save in remote and vague terms. But this could not last forever. As one grows older one eats more. One's clothing costs more. When I finished grammar school I had to go to work. My mother could no longer feed and clothe me on her cooking job.
There is but one place where a black boy who knows no trade can get a job. And that's where the houses and faces are white, where the trees, lawns, and hedges are green. My first job was with an optical company in Jackson, Mississippi. The morning I applied I stood straight and neat before the boss, answering all his questions with sharp yessirs and nosirs. I was very careful to pronounce my sirs distinctly, in order that he might know that I was polite, that I knew where I was, and that I knew he was a white man. I wanted that job badly.
He looked me over as though he were examining a prize poodle. He questioned me closely about my schooling, being particularly insistent about how much mathematics I had had. He seemed very pleased when I told him I had had two years of algebra.
"Boy, how would you like to try to learn something around here?" he asked me.
"I'd like it fine, sir," I said, happy. I had visions of "working my way up." Even Negroes have those visions.
"All right," he said. "Come on."
I followed him to the small factory.
"Pease," he said to a white man of about thirty-five, "this is Richard. He's going to work for us."
Pease looked at me and nodded.
I was then taken to a white boy of about seventeen.
"Morrie, this is Richard, who's going to work for us."
"Whut yuh sayin' there, boy!" Morrie boomed at me.
"Fine!" I answered.
The boss instructed these two to help me, teach me, give me jobs to do, and let me learn what I could in my spare time.
My wages were five dollars a week.
I worked hard, trying to please. For the first month I got along O.K. Both Pease and Morrie seemed to like me. But one thing was missing. And I kept thinking about it. I was not learning anything, and nobody was volunteering to help me. Thinking they had forgotten that I was to learn something about the mechanics of grinding lenses, I asked Morrie one day to tell me about the work. He grew red.
"Whut yuh tryin' t' do, nigger, git smart?" he asked.
"Naw; I ain' tryin' t' -it smart," I said.
"Well, don't, if yuh know whut's good for yuh!"
I was puzzled. Maybe he just doesn't want to help me, I thought. I went to Pease.
"Say, are you crazy, you black bastard?" Pease asked me, his gray eyes growing hard.
I spoke out, reminding him that the boss had said I was to be given a chance to learn something.
"Nigger, you think you're white, don't you?"
"Naw, sir!"
"Well, you're acting mighty like it!"
"But, Mr. Pease, the boss said . . ."
Pease shook his fist in my face.
"This is a white man's work around here, and you better watch yourself!"
From then on they changed toward me. They said good-morning no more. When I was just a bit slow in performing some duty, I was called a lazy black son-of-a-bitch.
Once I thought of reporting all this to the boss. But the mere idea of what would happen to me if Pease and Morrie should learn that I had "snitched" stopped me. And after all, the boss was a white man, too. What was the use?
The climax came at noon one summer day. Pease called me to his work-bench. To get to him I had to go between two narrow benches and stand with my back against a wall.
"Yes, sir," I said.
"Richard, I want to ask you something," Pease began pleasantly, not looking up from his work.
"Yes, sir," I said again.
Morrie came over, blocking the narrow passage between the benches. He folded his arms, staring at me solemnly.
I looked from one to the other, sensing that something was coming.
"Yes, sir," I said for the third time.
Pease looked up and spoke very slowly.
"Richard, Mr. Morrie here tells me you called me Pease."
I stiffened. A void seemed to open up in me. I knew this was the show-down.
He meant that I had failed to call him Mr. Pease. I looked at Morrie. He was gripping a steel bar in his hands. I opened my mouth to speak, to protest, to assure Pease that I had never called him simply Pease, and that I had never had any intentions of doing so, when Morrie grabbed me by the collar, ramming my head against the wall.
"Now, be careful, nigger!" snarled Morrie, baring his teeth. "1 heard yuh call 'im Pease! 'N' if yuh say yuh didn't, yuh're callin' me a lie, see?" He waved the steel bar threateningly.
If I had said: No, sir, Mr. Pease, I never called you Pease, I would have been automatically calling Morrie a liar. And if I had said: Yes, sir, Mr. Pease, I called you Pease, I would have been pleading guilty to having uttered the worst insult that a Negro can utter to a southern white man. I stood hesitating, trying to frame a neutral reply.
"Richard, I asked you a question!" said Pease. Anger was creeping into his voice.
"I don't remember calling you Pease, Mr. Pease," I said cautiously. "And if I did, I sure didn't mean . . ."
"You black son-of-a-bitch! You called me Pease, then!" he spat, slapping me till I bent sideways over a bench. Morrie was on top of me, demanding:
"Didn't yuh call 'im Pease? If yuh say yuh didn't, I'll rip yo' gut string loose with this f--kin' bar, yuh black granny dodger! Yuh can't call a white man a lie 'n' git erway with it, you black son-of-a-bitch!"
I wilted. I begged them not to bother me. I knew what they wanted. They wanted me to leave.
"I'll leave," I promised. "I'll leave right now."
They gave me a minute to get out of the factory. I was warned not to show up again, or tell the boss.
I went.
When I told the folks at home what had happened, they called me a fool. They told me that I must never again attempt to exceed my boundaries. When you are working for white folks, they said, you got to "stay in your place" if you want to keep working.

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